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Everyday I just want to run away and hide
Time passes by yet this sadness stays inside
How can I continue to act out this lie
When the only thing I think about is how I want to die?

I hear the constant whispers, feel the pain they gladly share
And when my heart stops beating, I doubt you'll even care
When I hurt and cut myself, I can't help but cry
But would you even shed a tear when I am to die?

My dreams are shattered, my hope is lost
I've lived this life, but at what cost?
I feel something coming soon, something coming to an end
Be it this life or living hell, that it shall depend

Thank you for your loving words and good times we have shared
It has meant the world to me to know that someones cared
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I wrote this about two months ago. Back then, it applied to one person. I doubt she"ll ever read this. This has been my biggest secret as of now, this one poem...I had to let it go.
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Mood: Miserable ~RukoYukine Nov 21, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey... are you okay? I mean, I've seen some things, and I've heard a lot. I know I shouldn't be saying this, and I don't know what you or anyone else is going through, but so many of my friends talk like this these days... I don't want you or anyone else to go, okay? Stay, if not for your sake, then for mine or someone else's.
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~OneCrypticKilla Nov 21, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
I've made to many promises to do that...but if I'm broken down enough, I just don't care....
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~RukoYukine Dec 20, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Awwww... Well, this may sound stupid, but I hope you manage to feel happy eventually. :)
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~10kdays Nov 19, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
this is so heartfelt and sad and terrible. I hope you're okay if this is based on your experiences. But just know you're not alone and that this phase of your life will pale in comparison to what you'll achieve in the future. Life will get better, just keep on fighting. :)
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~HarmoniaMurasaki Nov 13, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Is it for who I think it's for? The one who sent you to guidance? *crying*
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~OneCrypticKilla Nov 13, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
No, it isn't.
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~HarmoniaMurasaki Nov 13, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Oh... *wipes some tears*
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~MafiaGeek1014 Nov 13, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Q _ Q
Do you want to talk or something?
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~OneCrypticKilla Nov 13, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
If its ok...I feel horrible...
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